Wednesday, November 14, 2012

DUGAAN

22/8/2012
 tarikh yg tidak akan di lupakan oleh kami suami isteri
kami diberi dugaan yg tidak seberapa ini
walaubagaimanapun hidup harus di teruskan
kami bersyukur ke atas Mu YA ALLAH
semoga kami tabah menghadapi dugaanMU

setiap pasangan suami isteri, cahaya mata yg dinanti2kan sebagai penyeri kehidupan dalam berumah tangga
kami di beri peluang untuk merasai nya walaupun seketika
kami tetap bersyukur YA ALLAH


wahh ayat mmg menusuk kalbu hihihih. begini al kisah nye

sang suami : sayang.....bln ni awak xperiod lagi kan???
sang isteri: aha laaa mmmm dapat la posa penuh (dlm ati terdetik...aku pregnant ke?)
sang suami : dh bape hari lewat??
sang isteri : mmmm almost 2 weeks ( what!!! 2weeks???*** terkejut)
sang suami : uihhh betul ke? nk bli upt x?
sang isteri : boleh gak (mode xcited)

lepas je dari terawih...terus g farmasi...bln2 posa ni nasib baik farmasi tutup lambat...
mmmm bli je upt yg murah...sbb setiap kali guna mst result nye negative....so dis time, xde la mengharap sgt...tp ttp xcited hihihihi....sok pepagi bagun sahur lupa nk check so check after solat subuh.Ya ALLAH syukur kepadaMu kerana beri aku peluang.....jeng jeng double line yg cukup terang....then trus kua bilik air n tunjuk kat hubby.....trus dia cakap haaa ape lagi g solat cepat & doa atas kesyukuran yg diberi.memula tu sedey gak la, sbb dia cm xtunjukkan dia happy.huhuhu tp after solat he said to me "sayang nk makan ape b blanja" wahhh i know he also xcited tp sj je tunjuk macho.....
then g klinik tuk check either im really pregnant or not.as usual doctor akan scan to check either it in the womb or not.time ni nervous takut unexpected tettt tettt. "congratulation" the doctor n nurse said....weeee happy sgt. mmm so far alhamdulillah almost 6weeks.

19/8/2012
1st raya dapat beraya bersama hubby.raya last year, dia xde huhuhu dia raya atas kapal.so everything is 1st time hahaha budget br kawin laaa.....1st raya kat shah alam..cam biasa we jus wait sanak saudara datang umah beraya.as tuan umah mmg bz....smpi lupa yg sy pregnant.then ptg br dpt rehat n time tu br rasa letih.tp xdpt rehat sgt coz nk packing tuk balik johor pulak.then unexpected happen arghhh fresh blood.what!!!start  shaking whole body coz every pregnant lady xnk menda ni jadi.but it happen to me....so saya gtau hubby we have to go klinik coz this unusual.ye la pregnant mn blh period...fresh blood???lg laaaa...adoiii hari raya mn de klinik klinik yg buka.lg la 1st raya arghhh....so we decide to go hospital.only 1 hospital yg cross my mind..so trus shot g sna.
doctor scan n check "my bubble" still there.in good condition n nothing happen.doctor said this threatened miscarriage.
  
 "Any vaginal bleeding other than spotting during early pregnancy is considered a threatened miscarriage. (A miscarriage may also be referred to as a spontaneous abortion.) Vaginal bleeding is common in early pregnancy. About one of every four pregnant women has some bleeding during the first few months. About half of these women stop bleeding and have a normal pregnancy."
source:goole-emedication health

so malam tu kitaorng btolak balik johor.n hope everything will going fine.

20/8/2012
pagi tu solat subuh n tgk no fresh blood.nothing waaa hepi sbb every normal.tp xdde la wat keje berat2 cuma tolong skit2 je n selebihnye bnyk rehat.ptg tu mula sakit pinggang.lenguh kaki rasa nk muntah je.time ni xpikir pe2 pn, sbb ingt mebbe lmbat makan,perut masuk angin.time maghrib prasan ade spot blood kat panties.mula la menggelabah time ni but xgtau pun hubby coz ingt dia akan ilang like before.so i jus use panty liner sbb blood nye xbanyak pun.just spot.

21/8/2012
bangun tuk solat subuh.check still ade spot huhuh but dis time heavy skit compare ngan yesterday.start panic n said to hubby we need go to hospital.so i start searching near hospital.hospital pantai batu pahat yg paling dekat...mmm xde la dekat sgt, ade la 20km huhuhuhu.....smpi hospital ade sedikit misunderstanding  kat receptionist.arghhhh stress sbb time tu di tolak cam bola."puan g naik tgkt 2.bl smpi tgkt 2,nurse soh turun bawah ehhhh ape ni????then saya pn tanya nurse tu, bkn ke i should go to ED??then nurse to call receptionist n sedikit marah pd person incharge.sbb slh anta patient to wrong department"...so that time br la dorng notice ishhhhhh.wahhhh ramai pulak yg sakit time raya ni.so ade la dlm 10min nk tggu turn.when my turn,young doctor check n tekan2 perut n he said i will send ur case to other doctor that specialist in dis case.huhuhu doc ni wat suspen je bila ckp camtu.so kena tggu lg.
jmpa doc liew.he is pakar sakit puan.very soft spoken doc ni hihih bkn ape dr kita nervous trus cool bl doc act like dis.as usual dia scan n said "my bubble" still there.look fine so don worry.fuh time ni rasa lega skit bl doc ckp camtu.doc "i will giv an injecion n also pills to eat".injection for what???hahah soklan ape la g tanya doc....injection ni tuk kuatkan rahim (proluton) n pill ni pun tuk kuatkan rahim (duphaston).nnt balik kena check mims, sbb time ni doc tu xplain la ape2 pn rasa cm masuk tinga kiri kua tinga kanan.n guess what...doc tu blame previous hospital sbb xde bg ape2 ubat pn.huhuhuh saya pn xtau pe2 coz ni 1st experience.time ni rasa nyesal g hospital yg kat shah alam tu huhuhuhu

22/8/2012
morning

pagi tu rest je.duduk je memanjang.xwat pe2 pn.tau2 makan je makanan yg orng dh hidangkan.tp rasa segan gak.ye la kita kat umah orng bkn umah sendri.kl umah sendri mmg dh bermalas2an pn.bl nk wat keje je,hubby bising soh g rehat.saya cakap la segan xwat pe2,kang mak cakap pe pulak.huhuhuh but for my bubble, rehat je la.still bleeding.tp ni dh start brownish n heavy jugak la.so decide balik shah alam 2day.before balik shah alam sempat lg g beraya kat batu pahat.lps je makan trus rasa lenguh dari pinggang ke bwah.perut rasa krem.kejap2 krem tu cm kuat sgt smpi rasa nk ngangis.tp xngangis sbb malu tgh beraya umah org nk ngangis pulak.then g toilet sbb rasa cm nk buang air.tp bl dh dlm toilet xrasa pn cm nk buang air.then time cuci tu, rasa cm de menda nk kua.kiranye cm dh ujung2 gitu.ohhhh start pannic.huhuh air mata start kua.time ni teringat sbb penah baca blog,xtau sape nye blog,dia kata dia nye jatuh dlm lubang jamban....ohhh no xnak camtu huhuhu....so dgn panic cari hubby,nk balik skrng jugak.anything happen bia la kat umah sendri huhuhuhu.....time ni dh start ngangis sbb panic n sedey pn ade gak. so start car n drive back to shah alam.skali batuk je,all my bubble kua dgn selamat nye.huhuhu time tu saya dh rasa yg my bubble gone huhuhu...so i ngangis n ckp kat hubby dia dh klua.hubby pun panic xtau nk wt ape.nsb baik la time tu hospital depan mata je.(hospital pantai batu pahat 5min dr rumah aunty yg saya g raya)so trus g ED.again dr.liew yg check n he on duty today.nasib baik sbb senang nk refer case.as usual dia scan."mmmmm" tu yg doc cakap.time ni mmg ngangis teriak trus la.sbb xde pe2 pn kat monitor tu.my bubble dh xde!!!huhuhuh xtau nk kata  pe time tu.tp kena wat D&C sbb ade tisu yg melekat kat rahim.that time rasa nk salah kan dri pn ade sbb xreti jaga dri sendri.but my MIL said "jgn sedey, ade hikmah suma ni terjadi.kalo dia hidup pn mebb dia xsempurna n saya xdapat nk jaga dia ngan sempurna". time tu br saya realize yg saya kena redha n ade hikmah suma nye terjadi.conclusion dr pe yg dr.liew cakap "kromosom xcukup so bl kromosom xcukup automatically body kita akan reject baby tu.body kita react as quality control.so kalo ade yg xmenjadi,it just cubaan yg xmenjadi".

3.00pm
admitted.x penah admitted so xtau ape yg akan jadi.suma barang berharga kena simpan n bagi hubby tuk pegangkan.xpenah pakai baju org sakit ni...rasa cm nk panggil je nurse tu nk tanya cmne nk pakai baju ni.tp xpanggil pun, pakai je la cm mana pn xkesa bkn ade org pn.nurse ni pun very soft spoken arghhh trus terubat hati yg sedey.dia yg pujuk cakap puan jangan sedey ye.auwwww nurse tu pujuk cm pujuk budak kecik hihihi....

5.00pm 
time ni masuk OT tunggu doc sampai.huhuh doc pulak smpi lambat.rasa menggigil sejuk dok bilik ni.tgk kiri ade tools yg mcm dlm cite grey anatomy,sblh kanan ade monitor heart rate, tgk atas ade lampu yg besa dari kepala sendri.almost 15min br doc sampai.so doc inject bius kat tangan kiri.rasa sejuk seluruh tangan n trus xingt pe2.

5.45pm
my hubby kata,saya kua dr OT

6.30pm 
mula terjaga....tp still mamai 

7.00pm
fully recover.dh notice berada di mana.notice yg my hubby ade kat sebelah.notice yg my bubble dh xde huhuhuhuh

7.30pm
discharge





Tuesday, October 30, 2012

B.E.R.H.A.B.U.K

berhabuk berkulat tu lah yg boleh dikatakan
lama betul x update

reason

  • lepas pindah umah....kat kawasan tu xde network (sedikit hutan pinggir pantai hahah)
  • beli tab...ingt dapat update,skali tgk xleh gak....mebbe sbb xde keyboard 
  • xde computer (sbb time amik master dulu....final year laptop jahanam kena virus...smpi xleh nk function langsung)
  • cm biasa KEMALASAN tahap cipan yg menggangu tuk update hahahah
skrng dh xde alasan sbb dh bli laptop baru n dlm hutan ni pn dh de network tau